“ANU APUR BOSTRO HORON “~ BANGLA CHUDA CHUDI GOLPO

Mirjanurer saha bari chine na emon khub kom loki ase. Nodir opare R.P. Saha'r adi bari'r koi ghor porei anu di der bari. anu di'r baba onek bikkhato manush chilen. tar mrittur poro taderke sobai ek name chine. anu di'r ma koyekdin masteri koresen. anu di bharotesshori theke pass kora ritimoto adhunika romoni. tar choto ek bon chilo, oke sobai mun namei dakto. mun amar cheye bosor duyeker chotoi hobe. ar anudi bosor koyeker boro. boyosher duruttota khub ekta beshi chilo na bolei hoito amra besh bondhur moto achoron korte partam. bisheshoto pujor somoi to mete uthtam khusir abeshe.

jokhonkar ghotona bolsi, tokhon boyosh onek kom. primary school e pori, sob kisu ektu adhtu bujte sikhesi. moner moddhe nanan rokom prosonu uki juki dei. maje maje prochondo shur shuri lage. khecha khechita tokhono thik moto ropto korte pari ni. tobe meyeder sathe khelar somoi. ba norom hater sporsho pele shara shorir gorm hoye uthto. dui faker maje jei sobbho bhodro lingo ta chilo, se maje majei nijer astitto janan dite shuru kore. half pant pore thakle bipakei porte hoto, kokhon je moha raj fushe uthbe tar kono thik nei. besh apottikor poribesh, lojja pete hoto.

tokhonkar somoi meyeder sathe khelte hole hoi jamai bou khelo, noito ranna banna khelo. jamai bou khelte khub bhalo lagto. duijon besh jamai bou r moto ek khate shuye ghosa ghosi kora jeto. tokhon to ar eto kisu bujtam na. tobe shorirta besh gorom hoto. kangulo jaja korto. sara sorire prochondo bege ekta agun choriye porto. niriho jontrotao maje maje gokhra shaper moto fona tulto. ekbar mun r sahte jamai bou khelsi dorja bondho kore ek kathar niche shuye. hotat shapta fona tule fosh fosh shuru korlo. mun to obak hoye pant r upor diye hat diye khop kore chepe dhorlo. "ere, eki. tor nunuta eto lombha hoye gese keno re? tor asukh korlo naki?" ami lojjai lal. ki korbo bujte na pere doure palalam. shotti bodhoi amar asukh koresilo. pore jante peresi, eta kam asukh.

ei ghotonar pore jamai bou khelte bhison lojja lagto. mun kothai kothai amar nunu dhorte chaito. amar prochondo shur shuri lagto. ami jemon abujh chilam, o hoito temni abujh chilo. mone shur shuri ashleo, nijeke onekta niyontrone rakhtam. bosore ontoto dubar to grame jetam. tobe gram theke amar mirjanur tai beshi bhalo lagto. sekhane sob kisu onekta sohoj. kolahol nei, nodir pare jao, ghure berao. sobai jeno bondhur moto. mashio amake prochondo ador korto. gram r bari gelei ami sudhu ammuke jigesh kortam, "mirjanur jabe na, mashir bari jabe na?"

primary school periye high school e uthe gelam bosor khaneker moddhei. mun ar amar sathe jamai bou khele na. o hoito tokhon bujte sikhese. amio ar odikta marai na. tokhon onek kisu buji. meyeder gopon bapar gulo ektu adhtu bujte pari. ekta rohosso je oderke ghire sob somoi ghor pak khasse ta bujte somoi legese, kintu bujte sikhe gesi. tokhon ami khub anu dir bhokto hoye gesi. Mun amake beshi ghatato na. golpo tolpo kortam, nodir pare ghurtam, ei ja. tokhon amake onno neshai dhorese. anu di'r boyosh tokhon koto hobe, atharo ki unish. ami ponero par kore sholor dike. pujor chuti, thandatao ektu adhtu shuru hoyese. Mirjanur jawar jonno pran ta kemon korse. chokh bujlei anu di'r gayer gondho pai. ki shundor gondho. jeno keo shara shorire chondon mekhe diyese. anu dir chuler gondho aro chomotkar. ek matha bhorti chul. hatur niche giye chul porese. choto khato forsha anu du'r eto lomba chul dekhe boddo irsha hoto. isshhhhh, keno anu di'r chaite boyoshe boro holam na. tahole nischoi prem korte partam. anuke buke joriye ador korte partam. nodi'r pare hat dhore ghurte partam. koto je shopno dekhtam tokhon. ekta ghorer moto lagto. High school e uthar por poroi bondhudher pallai pore onek kisu sikhlam. janlam narir onek gopon kotha. tokhon theke nari deher sei gopon gohborer khoj kortam mone mone.

Chutite mirjapru eshe besh bhalo lagsilo. beshirbhag somoitai katatam nodir pare ar saha barite. anu di'r temon bondhu bandhob chilo na. uni nijeke niyei basto thakto. ami unake prayoshoi boi porte dekhtam. ramayan, mahabharat r onek golpoi unar kas theke shunesi. ekdin erokomi alosh ek dupure kono kaj na peye chole gelam anu di'r kase. anu di chul achrassilo. ami pisone giye daralam. buk bhore chuler gondho nilam. ah ki shundor misti gondho. alto kore chuyeo dilam ektu. "tomar chulgulo ki shundor anu di. onek lomba." anu di kisu na bole hashlo. "bosh, tor chul achre dei." ami lokkhi cheler moto boshe porlam. "tel diye dibo?" ami kosmin kaleo tel dei na. tel dile matha job jobe hoye thake, mone hoi bhison khet. school e jara tel dei taderke aro khetu khetu bole khepai. anu di tel diye dibe, eta bhabtei buke kemon jeno ekta sihoron holo. matha nera raji hoye gelam. anu di ekta kashar choto batite botol theke samanno tel dhele nilo. ki shundor forsha forsha hat. anu di dan hater anguler matha diye teler bati chuye nilo, tarpore chuler bhaje bhaje tel diye dite laglo. unar angul gulo jeno chul niye khelse. anonde ami dishe hara. ekei buji bili kete dewa bole. besh aram lagsilo. shorir abosh hoye aschilo aramdayok abeshe. anudike bollam. "didi ekta golpo shonao na." didi chuler fake angul chalate chalate jigesh korlo, "konta shunbi?". "mohabharat theke bolo. poncho pandober kotha bolo, arjuner kotha bolo". "sudhu buji cheleder bir gatha shunbi, meyeder kotha shunbi na?". ami dustumi kore bollam, "thik ase tahole dropodir kotha bolo. poncho pandober ek bou. ki adbhut!" anu di shuru korlo, "ha kichuta adbhut e to. prothome kintu arjun dropodike joi kore niye ase. tokhon ora jongole ase, bonobashe. arjun jokhon dropodike niye ase, tokhon tar make bole. ma ma, dekhe jao kake enesi. ma tokhon bolen, ja enesis pach bha mile bhag kore ne. mayer adesh to ar poncho pandob amanno korte pare na. tai dropodike hote holo pach bhai r stri. janish, ekbar ei poncho pandob pasha khelte giye bajite here giyesilo?" ami obak hoye bollam, "tai naki? kar sathe?" didi angulta teler batite arekbar alto kore chubiye bollo, "shokuni mama'r kotha mone ase? shokuni mamar shorojontre pochon pandob here jai pasha khalai. baji chilo droupodi. sobar shamne droupodi'r bostrohoron hoi." ei shomoi ami golpo thamiye jigesh korlam, "didi bostrohoron ta ki? eta to bujlam na." didi besh bhaba chaka kheyese bole mone holo, karon unar hat theme gese. ami asholei bujte pari ni bostrohoron ta ki, karon kothin kothin bangla sobder mane tokhono bujte sikhi nai. anu di ektu somoi nilo, niye bollo, "bostro mane holo kapor, ar horon mane kere neya." ami besh obak holam, "poncho pandob eto soktishali tarporo oder bou r kapor kere nilo? ora kisu bollo na?" anu di tokhon amake bujate moriya hoye uthese, "are boka, ora je bajite here gelo. bajite here gele abar badha dibe keno? eta to bajir niyome pore na." bah, darun to. jinishta mathai ghur pak khacchilo. mathai tokhon buddhi atsi. shokuni mama hoye gesi jeno.

pordin dupure abar hajir. barir sobai mone hoi ghume, ba jar jar kaje. ami shoja anu dir ghore. didi shuye shuye ki jeno ekta boi nara chara korse. ami ghore dhukei bollam, "ki koro didi?" "eito ekta potrika porsi. tui buji ajo golpo shunte esechis?" ami dustumi makha shore bollam, "nago didi, ajke khelte esechi." "oma, ki khelbi re?" ami heshe bollam, "pasha khelbo didi, amake sikhiye dao." didi to purai obak. karon ajkal keo pasha khele na. khelata sikhte abosso amar beshi somoi laglo na. ami primary school r onto school daba champion chilam, tao unbeaten champion. keo harate pare ni. dabar sathe khub mil ase khelatar. chokh ta ek. kajei didi ekta dabar board nilo ar cram board r sada ar kalo atta guti niye ashlo. ekek pashe doshta kore guti. gutigulo kona koni jai, ek ghor khali thakle jump kore kheye fele. bag borkir moto niyom. tobe guti onno ghore gele king hoye jai. tokhon jedike khusi jete pare. du tin dan kheltei ami khelata khub buje gelam. dabar board r protiti ghor amar gona, chokh bondho koreo khelte pari. ekhane to shobe doshta guti. ami didike por por du bar hariye dilam. didi to pura obak. bole "tui ei matro khela sikhli ar ekhoni amake hariye dili? dara ebar toke harassi." ami jibh diye bhegchi kete bollam, "parbe na." didi rege giye bollo, "thik ase baji dhore khelbo. bol ki chash?" ami to mone mone khusi, tobe bhab dekhiye bollam, "ja chai ta dite parbe?" "saddher moddhe thakle abossoi dibo. tobe tui harle kan dhore doshbar uthbi ar boshbi." ami raji hoye gelam. cholo kheli. didi ebar khub bhalo khello. amar prothom dike nastanubad abostha. kintu didi ekta bhul chal ditei ek chale charta guti mat. here gelo didi. seki tar rag. rage ritimoto fushche. eto forsha didi rege gele ki bhison onno rokom lage, ekdom lalche ekta abha berusse jeno shorir diye. didi bollo, "thik ase ja tui jite geli. ebar bol ki chash?" ami jani fot kore chawa jabe na, ektu ghuriye chai. " ja chabo dibe to?" didi tacchiller shure bollo, " saddher moddhe thakle dibo na keno? abossoi dibo. tui jitesis, eta tor pawna, seta bujiye na dile debi ma rag korbe na buji?" didi abar debi'r khub bhokto, ami ei sujogta nilam. "thik ase debi ma'r nam kore bolo dibe, ar ami ja chaibo ta kaoke bolte parbe na." didi hotash golai bollo, "debi mar name pon kore bolsi, ja chaibi tai pabi ar ami kaoke kisu bolbo na. thik ase? eibar bol ki chash." ami abar sei bikkhato dustumi hashi diye bollam, "didi ami tomar bostro horon korte chai."

kothata hoito ekta boma bisforoner motoi chilo. didi kisukkhon ha kore amar dike takiye roilo, kisu bujte parlo bole mone holo na. didi'r mukhtao ektu ha hoye gese, chokh gula ekdom gol gol. eki abostha. didi mone hoi heart fail korese. ami jodli kore didir hat dhore nara dilam, "didi didi, ki holo? ei didi." didi etokkhone sotbid fire peyese. pit pit kore amar dike takasse. ami emon ekta kotha bolbo eta bujteo pare ni. didi uthe giye bisanai boshlo, mukhe kono kotha nei. ami didike dhore balishe shuiye dilam. bollam, "ei didi, emon korso keno. ami to dustumi koresi. emon kore na lokkhi didi." besh kisukkhon shuye thakar pore didi'r sotbid firlo. amar dike takiye bollo, "tui dorja ta ektu atke de to." tokhon di prohor periye gese. chardike kha kha korse. alosh dupure manusher sonkha hotat korei kome jai. ami dorjata bhijiye aste kore khil diye dilam. didi uthe boshese. amake hater isharai kase daklo, "Debi ma'r name sopoth koresi, tui ja chash tai pabi. kintu ekotha jeno keo na jane." ami to hate akash pelam, chad tara shurjo sob ek sathe. ami didike joriye dhore bollam, "didi amar lokkhi didi." bolei ekta chumu khelam gale. chokash kore.

didi'r porone shari. ki shundor hater kaj kora blouse porese. sharita khub sadharon, tobuo ki anurob lagse didike. thote kono lipstick nei tarpore ki shundor lal tosh toshe thot. ki shundor mayabini chokh. shoru komor. forsha peter khanikta dekha jasse. didi'r duto hat ara ari kore koler upore rakha, ami ekta hat amar hate niye gale choyalam. ah ki shanti. ki norom hat, angulgulo ki shundor forsha, shoru shoru. hate lal ronger alpona kora. didi khub shundor alpona kore. ami didir gale arekta chumu dilam. didi ebar kepe uthlo. didi'r thote ekta angul buliye nilam. didi'r thot kepe uthlo. ami cinemate jemonta dekhesi, temni kore duto hat diye didir mukhta dhore kase ene chumu khelam thote. didi'r shara shorir kepe uthlo, amaro. ki adbhut anubhuti. ebar didi amake joriye dhore kase tanlo, amar thote nijer thot rekhe chumu khelo. "Ei dustu, emon ekta jinish chaili keno re? ami tor didi lagi na? pap hobe je." ami besh onujoger shure bollam, "pap hobe keno didi, amra to khelai metesi. deb debira buji khele na?" didi ektu bhebe niye bollo, "ha tarao khele, koto rokom bhabe khele. kintu tui to anari re, khelbi ki?" ami heshe bollam, "tumi sikhiye dile thiki parbo." didi heshe amake kase tanlo, duto thot bhijiye dilo tar shikto thoter chumbone. ami didir ushno thoter chumbon nicchilam proshader moto kore. ami jani na amar hat gulo kokhon kibhabe apna theke chola shuru kore diyese. anu di'r forsha pete komore hat bulassi. dan hatta apna thekei pet beye beye upore uthe jasse. didi'r majari akarer dudh sporsho korlam. hat hoito bujte perese eta nishiddho jaiga. hater sathe sathe puro shorirtao kepe uthlo. didio jeno kemon kore uthlo. ami aste kore chepe dilam didi'r bam pasher dudhta. ah, ki norom. jeno makhoner dola, ami tipsi, ar tipsi. didi amake chumu kora thamiye diyese. ami dui hate didi'r duto dudh tipsi. ki shundor dasha dasha dudh. amar sahra shorir diye aguner holka chutse. pant r bhitore bishdhor gokhra shap fona tule fosh fosh kore fushce. ami didi'r sharir acholta buk theke shoriye dilam. didir forsha gola, ghar dekhe ar lobh samlate parlam na. hample pore chumute chumute bhoriye dilam. didir buke blouse r upor diyei chumu khassilam. didi bollo, "dara dara, blouse ta khule ne." ami ekta ekta kore huk khule dilam. ki tight blouse re baba. blouse r huk khule ditei bhitore dekhte pelam shundor kaj kora bokkhobadhuni. etar upor diyei tipe dilam forsha dudh gula. didi hat duto pisone niye huk gulo khule dilo, shorio dilo avoron. amar shamne lalche hoye thaka majari size r dudh gulo. ki chomotkar, ki shundor. forsha tosh toshe dudh. bota gulo halka badami ronger. ekdom sokto hoye dariye ase. ami ek hate bam dudhta chepe dhorlam, arekta dudhe mukh dilam. prothome chumu, tarpore kamor. didi bar bar sihorito hocche, kepe kepe uthse. ami didi'r botate kamor ditei didi aauuuuuuu bole aste kore chitkar kore uthlo. "ei ashobbho chele eki hocche?" ami kisu na bole didi'r dudh niye moita thasa korte laglam. duita dudh tipe, chuse, kamre ja icche tai korte laglam. didi kono protibad na kore amar chulgulo sokto kore dan hat diye dhore sukh nicchilo. hotat amar fule thaka pant r upore ekta norom hater sporsho pelam. eki, didi je tar dan hatta diye amar fushe thaka gokhra shaptake ador korse. ami bujeo na bujar bhan korlam. didi prothome pant r upore diye, pore zipper ta tene diye pant r bhitor theke gokhrata ber kore nilo. gokhra bole to gokhra, ekdom king kobra. rege mege fule fepe ekdom bishal akar dharon korese. ami nijer dhonta dekhe nijei chinte parsi na. eki dosha hoyese. munditai jeno shorirer sob rokto jome ekdom lal hoye ase. toka dilei fete rokto beriye jabe. amar dhonta didi dan hat diye dhore aste aste upor nich korese. tokhon khecha sikhe gesi. beshi gorom hoye gele maje maje khechtam. didi je amar dhonta khechar chesta korse ta bujte parlam. ami didir hatta sokto kore chepe ektu jore kheche dekhiye dilam eibhabe khechte hoi. didi jeno bujlo. khechar goti bariye dilo. meyeder hate khechar sukh je ato onno rokom ta kosmin kaleo buji ni. mone hocche jeno dhonta nacche, ami sukher sagore hariye jassi. dudh niye ar ki khelbo, dariye dariye khachar anondo nicchi, ar sukher chote chot fot korsi. ami eto bhison uttejito hoye silam, tarpore abar meyer hater khecha, kisukkhon khechar porei ami ar shojjo korte na pere bollam, "didi amar beriye jabe, didi didiiiiii" ar jai kotha, dhoner rog chire jeno rokto chutlo, prochondo bege athalo thok thoke birjo beriye asche dhon theke. didir shariye giye laglo koyek fota, amar pant, dhon ar didir hat mal e makha makhi. eto mal jibone bodhoi ber hoi nai. ami to pura obak. kintu mal ber howar poreo uttejona ektuo kome ni. aro kisu jeno korte icche korsilo. didi bollo,"dara muse dei." bolei ekta purono tana diye nijer hat, amar dhon ar meje muse fello. tarpore bollo, "ekhon ki korte chash re dustu?" se ki dustumi bhore hashi, ek prochhonno amontron jeno. ami bollam, "tumi to amake sukh dile ekhon tomake ektu sukh dei." eta bolei didir komore pechiye thakar sharir achol dhore tan dilam. didi'r komore sharir par goja. tene tene khule dilam sharir gitgulo. sharita khule chure fele dilam. didir porone golapi ronger ekta peticot. peticot r fitai hat rakhtei, didi bole uthlo, "eta khule ki hobe, bad de." ke shune kar kotha, tokhon amar mathai ashur badha bedhese, ami kane joy dhaker damama shunsi. ami narai hat diye ek tane git khule dilam. didi tokhon dariye chilo amar shamne, git khule ditei amar dropodi'r bostrohoron somponno holo. didi ekhon sompurno nengto. komore sudhu ekta kalo shuto badha. ota ar ki khulbo. didi'r anurup forsha nogno deho amar samne. shoru komor, bhari nitombo. dui par fake sei gupto sinduk. sinduker upore didir ghono kalo bal. didi bal chache na, sudhu chete rakhe. ghono bale hat dilam, jeno kochu dubba ghash. ki norom. ami didike aste kore shuiye dilam khate. duto pa aste kore fak kore dekhlam sei gopon ongo.

thik dui pa jekhane milese sekhane ektu upor theke ekdom nich porjonto chera. jeno keo khub dharalo khara diye ek kope kete diyese. ami du payer fake angul bulalam. didi kepe uthlo. bujte parlam, ei sei gopon rohosso. ei rohossoi narike eto rohossomoyi korese. ami ei rohosso aj uddhar korbo, digbijoyi vasco da gama'r moto chitkar korbo. didir chera ongshe angul ditei ter pelam kemon bhije chop chop korse. bujte peresi, amar sathe sathe didio tahole sukh peyese etokkhon. ami aste kore angulta cherar fake dhukiye dilam. kono ek gobhir khaje dhuke gelo amar angul. baire theke ar dekha jai na. ghore tokhon alor besh abhab. tai ami mathata kase niye dekhar chesta korlam. dui hat diye fakta chire ditei, dekhte pelam ekta golapi chotto mangsho pindo. golaper paprrir moto boro boro duto papri dheke rekhese ekta chotto gorto ke. ami gorter aro kase gelam, nake bhese elo ekta ashte gondho. kintu gondhota bhalo lage, matiye dei. ami aro kase mukh niye gelam. chumu khete icche korsilo. ami alto kore chumu khelam. didi siure uthlo. ami bujte parlam didi'r bhalo lagse. didi'r chokh tokhon khola, se matha uchiye dekhse ami ki kori. ami amar ekta angul dhukiye dilam gorte. ah ki gorom, bhitorta ekdom bhije ase. ami bujte parsilam na thik ki kora uchit. didi tokhon nijer ekta hat diye amar dan hatta chepe dhorlo. angulta bhitorei chilo. didi ekbar hatta agu pisu kore bujiye dilo ki korte hobe. ekdom shoja, angulta ekbar dhukate hobe ektar ber kore ante hobe. ami angulta dhukalam. pissil gude angulta anayashe dhuke gelo. tarpore abar ber korlam, angulta roshe bhije ber hoye elo. ami ektar bodle duto angul dhukiye dilam. angul ekbar dhukossi, ekbar ber korsi. aste aste goti bariye dilam. didi dui pa aro fak kore diyese. ami khate uthe boshechi. didi komorta uthiye uthiye maje maje gotta disse. jeno bolse aro bhitore dhukate, aro jore dhukate. amar angul tokhon prochondo bege bhitore dhukse ar berosse. ami bam hat diye gudta fak kore rekhesi, dan hat diye prochondo bege anguli korsi. kothokkhon anguli koresi jani na, kintu hotat jeno guder bhitore kisu hoye gelo. didi prochondo bege komorta du tinbar utha nama koriye hotat nistej. ar guder bhitore jeno ban dekese. guder bhitor theke rosh goriye goriye porse. roshta abosso khub patla, panir moto. ami angulta ber kore nilam. bujte parlam didi'r hoye gese. eta bodhoi meyeder birjoskholon. na, oderta birjoskholon na, odertake bole ragmochon. didi'r ragmochon hoyese. amar dhon moharaj tokhon abar gokhrar moto fushche. ami uthe giye didir buke shuye porlam. didir thote chumu khelam. dudh gulo niye khellam. didi chokh mello. amar dhonta hoito didir gaye guto legesilo. didi dekhlam ek hate sokto kore dhorese dhonta. ami ki korbo bujte parsilam na. sudhu mone mone chaisilam didi jeno sikhiye dei. didi ebar uthe boshlo. ami didir samne giye boshlam. didi dui pa fak kore gudta mele dhorlo, tarpor amar dhonta dekhiye dilo. ja bujar buje nilam.

didi abar shuye porese. ami hatu mure bisanai boshlam. dhonta thik kibhabe dhukabo bujte parsilam na. didir bhaj kora hatur amar dui hatu dhukiye dilam. dhonta ekdom guder khub kase. ami aste kore ektu nichu hoye guder mukhe dhon rakhlam. didi tar dan hatta diye khop kore dhonta chepe dhorese. tarpore aste kore guder mukhe thekiye diyese. ami alto kore komorta age baralam. didi hater chap bariye diyese, bujte parsi ekhan diyei dhukate hobe. didi'r abostha begotik. ami did'r hat chariye diye unar duipa uchi kore dhore guder futota khanikta uchu kore mele dhorlam. tarpore dhonta aste kore chap dilam. gudta emnei bhije chilo. aste kore chap dite monduta bhoch kore dhuke gelo. sathe sathe amar chokkhu chorok gas. ore baba re, eki gorom jaiga. jeno gorom unune dhon dhukiye diyesi. kintu prochondo bhalo lagsilo, ami shamne bere thap dilam komor uchiye. sathe sathe aro khanikta dhuke gelo didi'r gude. didi tokhon dui hate bisanar chador khamche dhorese. dhonta ordhekta dhuke atke gese. ar dhukte chaise na. kisu na bujei jata jati shuru korlam. didi tokhon prochondo bege matha narshe, amio prochondo sukhe dishe hara. kintu dhonta ordhekta dhuke atke gelo keno. ami date dat chepe ekta jore thap dilam. ar jai kotha. sathe sathe dhonta dhuke gelo. bujte parlam kothao kisu hoye gese, didi shoya theke ordhekta uthe gelo, dhonta ber kore dite chailo. kintu ami ki ar tai hote dei. ami jor kore didike chepe dhore dhonta chepe chepe dhukiye dilam didi'r gude. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ki shanti, ki shanti. emni korei taholei jogoter sobai kame motto hoi, etai buji sobchaite mojar khela. prochondo sukhe ami unmader moto jore jore komor bekiye bekiye thapiye jassi amar shundor didike. ar didi amar niche shuye shuye bhog korse porom sukh. didi ekbar amar matha ta chepe tar dudhe chepe dhore. tokhon ami tar dudhgulo chuse kamre dei. abar maje maje amar thotgulo chepe dhore nijer thote. tokhon ami kamre dei didi'r fule utha thot gulo. amar kamorer chote didi'r golapi thot ekhon roktim lal. ami thapiye cholesi. ejono ek bishal kaj. prochondo sukhe ami abisto. amar hitahit kono gan nei. ami tokhon kamer agune chot fot korsi. ami chude cholesi amar shundori anu dike. anu di ebar amake thele bisanai shuiye dilo. tarpore uthe boshlo amar upore. eki, eje onno rokom anudi. anu dir chokh mukh lal hoye ase. ami sokto kore chepe dhorlam anu di'r duto dudh. ar anudi amar dhoner upore shuru korlo uttal nritto. ekbar uthse, ekbar boshche, ekbar age barse, ekbar pesone helse. ami sudhu ter passi amar dhonta sudhu ekta atol gobhir pissil gohbore bar bar hariye jasse. seki prochondo sukh, prochondo sukh. hotat kore anu di tar mathata amar buke rekhe eliye porlo. amar dhonta tar guder bhitor theke beriye asha rosh bhijiye tui tui kore disse. bujte parlam anu dir ditiyobarer moto hoyese. ebar amar pala. ami anudike khate shuiye dilam. tarpore abar chorao holam tar upore. ebar ar dhokate beg pete holo na. ek thapei dhonta bhitore chalan hoye gelo. guder roshe dhonta tokhon pissil hoye fushche. nijer dhonta nijei chinte parsi na, jeno sompurno aporichito ekta jontro. ami abar thapate laglam anudike. amar dhoner mathai rokto jome gese bodhoi. dhoner mathata ton ton korse, sate goratao. kintu ami prochondo bege thapiye cholesi. joto thapai toto bhalo lage. thamlei thapate icche kore. didi'r bheja gude bar bar dhonta dhukosso ar ber korsi. didi'r mukh diye chapa ahhh ahh sobdo berusse. ami bujte parsi didi ekhono shukh passe. amar bichi gulo bar bar didir guder mukhe bari khacche. ami shob kisu bhule giye prochondo bege thapiye cholesi. aj jeno amar sobchaite boro porikkho. hotat bissho chorachor ghola hoye elo. shara shorire jeno bojropat hoylo. ami prochondo bege kepe uthlam. prochondo bege ekta thap ditei dhoner bhitor theke kisu beriye elo ter pelam. tarpore aro koyekta choto thap. ar parlam na, netiye porlam didi'r buke. dhonta ektu pore apna theke beriye elo gud theke. guder bhitor theke amar ar didir misrito rosher bonna beriye aschilo.

ami didi'r buke matha rekhe shuye asi. didi amar chule aste aste bili kete bollo, "ei dustu, eta ki holo?" ami didir chokhe chokh rekhe abishto golai bhenge bhenge bollam, "anu di'r bostro horon"

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